Today is the birthday of Panic!  At The Disco drummer, Spencer Smith!!   SO HAPPY BIRTHDAY SPENCER!!!!!! (although you'll never see this) I STILL WISH YOU A HAPPY…

My eyes adjust to the darkness in this roomAs my mind speaksmy hand movesand my eyes strain to seeAs I spill my every thought and…

The sky is grayThis room is darkMy eyes are straining to seeSwaying the curtainsThe breeze is ghostlyMy thoughts erupt like roaring volcanoesThis room is crowded…

My love is nothing but a side-effect of attractionBury me in the hearts of those I ever lovedMy love is trouble and headachesMy heart is…

As I lay  speechless,Lifeless as one can imagineOblivious to the sounds and the surroundingsI lay motionless with only one distractionThe fears, the thoughts, the pains,…

The Almost"Say This Sooner"I can't believe I didn't say this soonerI'll just believe that I was all displacedI'll get to speaking, let you know how…

You knew I loved youEveryone told youI thought I was over youEveryone told youYou dated her And yes I knewYou hugged and kissed Right before…

Don't be sadDon't feel badIt's not ur faultThey think ur beautifulNothing you can doI've felt the worstSo it doesn't hurtSo don't worry about meI'm sure…

LOVE is the slowest form of suicide (yes i know this isn't my line)The more you love the more you hurtthe faster you dieI see…

DIVORCE!!! SARAH CHEATED ON ME WITH BENJI BECUASE I WAS GONE FOR 2 WEEKS SO WE ARE OFFICIALLY DIVORCED. YOU COULDN'T WAIT COULD YOU SARAH!! I, AMARAH,…

Ok well Sarah and I have 2 small questions for you to give us the answer to. Who's hotter and who's better?   SPENCER SMITH   OR RYAN ROSS SO WAIT ARE YOU WAITING FOR?!…